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[Fri 22 Dec 2006 at 3:58pm] |
It is cold. I had just warmed up when Shelle decided to pop round with my christmas pressie so therefore I had to open the front door.
I have a brand-spankin' new phone! Tis a Sony Ericsson K510. Tis quite pretty. *strokes*
Randomly saw X [Chris Wright] in the Vodafone shop. He was with the Scouser. I was going to wait around and speak to X, but I was hungry...and I couldn't be arsed.
After yesterday's rant, I have decided that being cheerful is the way to go as being depressed doesn't help and he will never like me if I am all bleh all the time. Also, I intend to make a huge effort this weekend as it's Christmas.
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[Thu 21 Dec 2006 at 9:18pm] |
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Steve has just signed into MSN which reminds me of the only amusing thing that happened today.
His Nan + brother came into M+S looking for school trousers and Miguel helped them. Steve's Nan was saying how Andrew [brother] was round and shorter whereas her other grandson [Steve] was tall and slim.
Steve? Tall????????? HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA
I shall now return to being pfffty.
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[Thu 21 Dec 2006 at 6:12pm] |
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It will be exactly two weeks tomorrow since...well....you know, and nothing has changed. As usual, I had plenty of oppertunities to say something [anything would have been good!] but oh no, I couldn't do it. It really doesn't help that I am super confused. One minute I think he may like me, the next, I think he doesn't. Pffft. I wish I knew what to do. Before anyone says it, yes I am aware that the only sensible thing would be to tell him but I seriously can't. Not face-to-face anyhow.
If anyone has any suggestions, please tell me.
I need a miracle.
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[Tue 19 Dec 2006 at 6:59pm] |
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Well.
Well.
Well.
My shit mood last week was completely pointless. He was back in today :|
I wish he knew how he affected me. All he did was tell me that I should stop scuffing my feet because it'll ruin my shoes and I ended up shaking like a shaking thing for a good quarter of an hour. But SNERG. Bless him though. He only had like...12 hours sleep since Friday cos he has been out every night. I think he said it was cos it was his birthday but I can't really be sure cos my brain ceased to function.
I wish I could have an intelligent conversation with him without going all jelloid because he may end up thinking that I am not interested.
Oh heck.
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